These Memoirs capture the most difficult three years of my life. I was a doctor practicing on my own for the first time after residency, a husband, and also a father for the first time. Amidst these challenges, few poor decisions I make propel my family down a dark and uncertain path. My son is challenged with his own battles that he must face at only one. My wife could not understand why I made those mistakes. These are the stories of a struggling family, a struggling father, a struggling husband, and of a struggling doctor who is trying to keep things together. I had to find ways out of these troubled waters to help my family survive. They are the stories of hope, of courage, of perseverance, and of what it sometimes took to correct the mistakes I had once made. Amidst these troubles I grapple with God to make sense of what has befallen on me. The better days are coming… I can see them in the horizon… But for those three years I must kneel and take those blows one hard hit at a time!