This is the story of Paula Barbieri's relationship with O.J. Simpson from 1992 to 1994, focusing on his character, their love and the trust she placed in him until the murders of Nicole Brown Simpson and Ronald Goldman, the trial, her relationship with O.J. through that period and her finding of religion as her salvation. The subtext is the truth of what she and only she knows about who O.J. is, how he behaves towards women and others, what happened to Nicole and the explosive days leading up to the first trial. She reveals that she left him on the morning before the murders and relates conversations after the arrest. She tells how she loved him in spite of his obsession with Nicole, and the story of their abusive relationship. She sought salvation by becoming a born-again Christian.