Everyone thought I was this very ordinary, even modest and conservative girl. They had no idea what a wild, dark fantasy I had in my head. It was a fantasy of riding crops and shackles, chains and whips, cruel men and savage sex! And then the couple I was sitting for discovered them, discovered me, and their fantasies were just as dark. That shocking, humiliating event was to be my introduction to sex, and to submission, and to the breathless, animal heat which was to take over my life.